June 18, 2013. First college application down. A lot more to go, but I feel like I can finally breathe again.  I had an hour of piano lessons from 7-8 pm and if it wasn't for the fact that my piano teacher was a tad bit too nice, I probably would have drained myself out again. There were lots to do, a pile of homework but I took a break at midnight just to make a blog post and ended up drowsing off on my English notebook at 2 am. I have no regrets except for the fact that I was almost late for school, but aren't I always? I'm already worrying, already worrying, already worrying.  Never good enough, never doing enough, never enough.