June 14, 2013. Lack of sleep, a heavy heart, college applications, disorganized Math notes, and last but oh, definitely not the least, false hopes, false hopes, false hopes. An overwhelming craving for company, too, at 11 pm in this rainy weather. I wanted to talk but I didn't know what to talk about. I felt too much again and I guess I was looking for someone patient enough to listen to me ramble on and on and on until I figure things out for myself, or maybe someone who was just as disgruntled and fazed as I was about the little things. I didn't want to be a bother.