June 17, 2013. I don't know with you guys but my week didn't start out right, thus beginning my 3 am bedtime streak. I had guilt coursing through me for a quarter of the day. I forgot things. I felt preoccupied, for some reason. Applications were due tomorrow and I had no stamps, no deposit slip and no courses so I ended up throwing a fit in the bathroom at almost midnight, mentally screaming to God for help and praying that my parents don't barge in to see me in such an emotional mess. Welcome to my life. This is how I am on bad days.