"I need you so much closer" 

Thanks for taking advantage. Thanks for remembering me only when you need something. Thanks for not understanding. Thanks for walking all over me. Thanks for wasting my time. Thanks for your insensitivity.
Thanks for looking down on me. Thanks for taking away the little self- belief I had. Thanks for not listening. Thanks for telling me that the world has real problems and that mine can't compare. Thanks for the sympathy that lasted for five seconds. Thanks for thinking that I was strong enough to be thrown around. Thanks for turning me into the bitter freak that I am right now.

Thanks. Now that you've received my heartfelt gratitude, it's your turn. It's your turn to freaking shut up, because you don't understand. You never listened. You don't know how close I am to a meltdown. Shut up.

Don't call me a hypocrite. I'm starting to hate myself as much as I'm starting to hate you. All of you.

I just got home, and it's raining, and I'm alone and no one's here to nag. Lovely.

I like watching people.
And I like to laugh.
And sometimes, I worry if all that I'm doing is merely existing.
But then, I realize that I'm perfectly happy with that.
Well, maybe not perfectly. 
But it works out.
Most of the time. 

Well, I had a great night with wonderful people. Thanks. 

Happy birthdaaaay, Squishy :)