You always have ways to ruin my happiness. Do I really deserve all this? REALLY? I will never get used to you cursing and shouting all your stupid words. You have no idea how powerful they are, how they make me want to banish myself from the world. All I've wanted all year is to be happy. I'm striving for it. Struggling. Can't you just let me be? Can't you just leave me alone? Can't you just go on with your life? You don't understand me at all. You're just like everyone else. You're not supposed to be.
Thanks for ruining my Friday night. It's one of those things left that make me happy. It's my freedom. Just kill me. If everyday is going to be like this, just kill me. I never want to go home from school anymore. School is better. Facing all those judgemental people and worrying about those low scores are better but this, this is unavoidable. You are unavoidable and I just can't stay away from you. I can't cut that bloodline.
FML. December, dear birth month, please.
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