Thoughts at 1 am, 14th December

• It's breaking me inside. It makes me sad. It's not the same anymore. Aw. 
• I am a wreck. A hopeless case. A tired zombie with the biggest eye bags everrrr. 
• I fell asleep.
• I ran out of soda to shake me out of this drowsy state. 
• That fruit juice tasted awful but the repulsive taste was enough to wake me up. Uh, yumyum?
• "Won't stay but I can't leave. Some twisted sense of loyalty"
• Can I just have some slight amnesia and forget you or start over and....WAIT NO KNOCK ON WOOD. 
• Joy, stop thinking. Stop overthinking. It's killing you. 
• Please let SHINee's concert happen this summer cause I love Chryss Mae so much and I don't want to see her sad cause I've never really seen her that sad and lonely and ohmy what will happen if....oh no. Yes but, this summer, please? Concert promoters? Event planners? HELLOOOO? 
• Blogging in bullets is nice.