10- Christmas Day

• Woke up quite early just to find Mushu out of the makeshift bed we gave him and asleep on my used clothes that were sprawled on one corner of the room.
• I dozed off for a few minutes, then woke up again found him roaming around and sniffing every corner of my room. 
• ^That happened quite a few times until my mom started to scold me, forcing me to sleep. 
• So I did. 
• Then, the three of us actually "bonded" through Mushu. 
• Then, my cousin came.
• We went to my grandmother's house for this family gathering every year.
• I don't know how I survive through this every year. Socially awkward penguin. 
• I wasn't even able to enjoy the food since I had these "pre-period" cramps....but nomnom pastel cake.
• Everyone wanted to take a picture with Mushu.
• As usual, I sat around and laughed a bit.
• Then we left and went to the pet shop where we left Mushu for check-up at the vet the next day.
• Went to the mall, walked around and ate dinner at Chowking since most of the restaurants were either closed or utterly crowded. I hate crowded restaurants.
• I don't know how my parents deal with grief over a friend who has actually passed away a long time ago. They had no idea. I wanted to cry for their sake, considering it's Christmas and all. 
• Then we went to bring my cousin home. Terrible, terrible cramps. 
• Phone call. 
• Not again. Please, not again. Either way, I'm still going to end up like this. 
• Wait......it's not going either ways. It's going your way. Just like it has always been. 
• I couldn't sleep. I'm prone to over thinking and guess what I did last night? Yep, I did just that. Maybe it was my period but emotions were just rushing at me like a fast carnival ride. I don't know how I managed to close my eyes and find the sleep in my head. 
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