Thoughts at 12:36 am

• I feel relieved.
• Then, I feel quite paranoid. 
• I'm overthinking.
• Ugh, let it go.
• Blogging about my day is something I'm already accustomed to. It's nice having something to run home to at the end of the day. It brings a thousand bucketfuls of relief. 
• I never really prepare for these posts. I just type them all up. Right now, I can just find so many errors. Please forgive them. It's exhausting to edit, edit and edit all those. 
• I can't sleep. 
• The night has this strange calming effect on me. Everything is quiet and settled and I'm all alone. The world is at peace and nothing's wrong. It's one of the best feelings in the world. 
• You know, sometimes, I wish I didn't need to sleep. I wish I could stay wide awake all night doing things in the silence. I wish the night would just stretch out until I begin to miss the daylight. 
• I hope that wasn't a virus. Some viruses have already devoured the speed of this computer. Don't add. 
• I need to get this desktop fixed.
• I really, really, really need to sleep now. 
• The phone's ringing.
• It startled me.
• I won't answer it.
• Gecko, you are scaring me. Please don't. Please just......shush. 
• I'm always in the mood to read during the day.
• I think I need to go now. 
• Please.......I don't exactly know what I'm asking for but....just.....please....
• I think I'll resort to writing prompts.
• I suck.
• So much. 
• Estupido.