I just....I can't .... I don't know.
After I heard that, my heart sank. I know I could've said something that could've changed that. It doesn't have to be that way. It doesn't have to end that way. It doesn't have to be a dead end 'cause there is an alternative.
But I couldn't bear to say that. Not after things have gone back to normalcy. Everything's fine. I shouldn't have to break that fixed atmosphere. You're happy. Everyone's happy. It's alright. I don't think I fully understand yet but I 'll act like I do.
I'm just sad, ok? And this just made it worse but it's ok. I'll just go listen to happy songs.
I don't make sense, I know. Who cares? No one. Everything's fine.
"I'm not that strong cause I'm no supermaaaaan." Hello, Joe Brooks.
This is the kind of post I write in my journal. I miss my journal. Damn it.
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