Reneé (n) - renaissance; rebirth
I haven't acknowledged my first name at all. I had never pondered on it as I had always been called by my second name. Also, named after my dad, I had always acted like I despised that name so as not to give him any form of flattery ,which I know, he would later on rub to my face in his gentle, fatherly manner.
Somehow, I guess, it's that occasional need to escape from being who you are that pushed me. Like initiating a new beginning but not completely. Having a bit of minor alteration in your identity even though it applies only in the world wide web, in a blog, filled with useless ramblings and frustrations in almost every field of life, that will probably go unnoticed for its whole lifespan. Mostly it's just a matter of wanting to escape, sometimes.
I'm still Joy, though. Plain, old, boring Joy who has no life whatsoever, only frustrations.
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