Sigh

I'm still bitter over summer ending so quickly and school bitch slapping me openhandedly.

 Here is a minute-by-minute account (uhh, sort of) of the earlier hours of my morning, beginning exactly as the clock struck midnight.

12:00 am - Close your eyes and sleep, Joy. Oh, wait.......... *sets multiple alarms for 4 am, 4:30 am, 4:45 am, and 5 am*

1:00 am - Sleep, sleep, sleep. Hmm, how 'bout some music...........

1:30 am - Gosh, my body clock sure is screwed. Toss. Turn. Toss. Turn. 

2:00 am - Ugh. Can the sun just rise already? 

2:05 am - Never mind. ZzzzzzzzZzzzzzZzZZzZzzzzZzZZzzzZzzZZZZzzzzzzzzz

*5 minutes later*

4:30 am - WTH. You have got to be kidding me. Ugh. Let me sleeeeeeeeep.

4:45 am - SHOULD I WAKE UP OR SHOULD I JUST KEEP CHASING PAVEMENTS

4:46 am - I should prolly go take a shower....or should I? Yeah, yeah. Shut up, alarm. 

4:48 am - Ugh. Why isn't anyone awake!11!1!!!!!!111!

4:49 am - Dancing awkwardly in the shower to conduct heat. 

5:01 am - Dancing awkwardly isn't helping -__-

5:02 am - THERE'S NO WATER WHY THE HECK

5:05 am - Let there be water!

5:06 am - And there was water because I screamed for them to refill the tank. Darn cold; it hurts.

5:09 am - Scrub scrub scrub-a-dub-dub

5:11 am - Why am I back in this uniform..........................................

5:15 am - Dry hair, dry, dry, dryyyy fasterrrr

5:34 - Why is the world so bright...............................................

5:36 am - Ooh. Breakfast. So early. *groans* 

6:00 am - Brush, brush, brush 3x a day~

6:10 am - IS IT REALLY THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL DAMMIT

6:15 am - Am I really in school.........................................................

6:17 am - OMG YOU GUYS WHY WE NOT CLASSMATES CREYS

6:19 am - OMG YOU GUYS WE'RE CLASSMATES HALLELUJAH

6:21 am - OMG YOU GUYS YOU'RE CLASSMATES SO JELUZZZZ

6:22 am - HI HI OMG HI

6:23 am - HI OMG I MISS YOU

6:25 am - YES YES WE CLASSMATES WEEEEEEEE

6:30 am - Gosh, all this screaming is exhausting.

6:31 am - OMG YOU GUYS!!!!11!1!!!!!!

And so, it follows.

That's all, folks. I am so bitter. So, so bitter. I wasn't ready for this. I wasn't ready to panic over a freaking song presentation for Math class because of that darn Mathmaticious song. I wasn't ready to clamor over who my group mates were. I wasn't ready. I'm not ready. Dear, Lord. One more week. One more month. 

I was hoping to, at least, be around more people I'm comfortable with. That would be a consolation. But nooooo. I'm alright with my section, really. I'm just....not in my comfort zone, I guess, which adds to the bitterness.