You Still Hurt Me 

by William Fitzsimmons (feat. The Great Neck South High School Choir) 

And I miss you since you went out for that walk

I'm not comfortable with how the story ends
We were lovers and now we're not even friends
You were perfect and I guess I'm just a creep
But you still hurt me

• The phone rang and I knew it was my dad calling to shout at me. I answered it, anyway. 
• Sometimes, nights like these sting, so I just cry. And cry. And cry. 
• Maybe I'm lucky to have you, but you don't deserve this monster. Someone as lovely as you doesn't deserve me. 
• I hate feeling like this, thinking like this, being like this. I hate myself. I wish I could be someone else, even just for a day. I wish I could be someone happy.
• I'm sorry. 
• And at the end of the day, I moved on. Moved on to blaming myself, instead of you. 
• Hey, I tried. 
• Here comes the part I dread the most. 
• 1 minute to 1 am. Bedtime? 
• Bedtime.