Unreasonable

I don't think I'll be posting for a short while. My reasons are unclear to me but it just doesn't feel as liberating as it was before, blogging here. It doesn't free me or soothe me. I've lost interest. I've lost heart. Especially now, that I feel alone, it's not much of a help.

 I can't say exactly what I want to say 'cause I unconsciously give myself restrictions and blockages. It's frustrating. I fear that I might hurt someone indirectly without even meaning to. I can't find anything here anymore. It's unreasonable, I know, but I think I won't be posting personal matters as often as I did. That is, if I can help. If I can help it. 

And anyways, I need to take a break from the personal matters of my currently crappy life.