Sunburn by Ed  Sheeran 

• It burns me out to feel this way. Sometimes, I feel too much. Sometimes, I don't feel at all. Sometimes, I just stop feeling. I get tired of it. I'm never sure of anything and I'm tired. I just need some answers.

• I try not to divert my thoughts to you, because every time I do, I feel sad, and every time I feel sad, I feel a little part of me giving up on this, giving up on you. I'm sorry. 

• I write because I can't transcend all the clutter in my system into a steady voice, but even in writing, I don't feel free. Even in writing, I feel smothered. 

• I just want you to know that you are lovely company and I had a real nice time. Maybe that was what I needed the most. Some lovely company, instead of a lonely night with my thoughts. 

• I'm not alone but I feel alone. Sometimes, I feel like I'm not even there

• 11:30 pm. I'm sleepy.