I am sad and I am lonely. Sure, everyone is sad, too. Sure, everyone's lonely as well...but, as for me, I can't figure out why. I feel this tug in my chest, like I'm waiting for something to leap out from the shadows and inject me with happiness. 

I don't know why. I don't know why. I don't know why. 

And that's the worst part. 

Or maybe you really could get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.