Things I'd rather say in a useless blog post

• I feel lonely. I'll die alone in the end anyway. What's the difference?
• Life is not fair. It'll never be, but as human as we are, we expect it to be. 
• I know I'm difficult. I know I'm complicated but you mean so much to me and I hope you never leave.
• Although if you do, I won't hold you back. Just go and have a good life. 
• I'm not suicidal or anything, but thoughts of completely disappearing can't help but cross my mind every now and then. I would've cut off my life a long time ago but there are simply too many people that matter. Too many people I can't leave. Too many people whom I'd rather would leave me behind. I'd rather be left than find myself leaving. 
• Too much attachment. Too much hurt.
• Less attachment. Less hurt.
• The heck. I can't do that. I'm way too emotionally attached.
• Clandestine attachments. 
• "I know I'm crying. That's only cause I'm caring."
• Every single day, I feel things I shouldn't feel.
• Everything hurts. Everyday hurts.